Archive | July, 2016

Admire

31 Jul

I admire the people who aren’t heard but are good citizens and make the country better by being just that.

I admire those silenced voices who struggle everyday with that awful illness of depression, put in a gloom but struggle to get out of bed in the morning.  Those who struggle just to do simple  task inn their household, who can’t explain why it’s such a struggle and that they may not seem to do as much, even some days they let the struggle get them and stay in bed.

I admire those who don’t give up but keep trying to cope and remain as active as they can be.  Those who do things for others and donate their time to help children, the poor, etc.  They do this just out of the goodness of their hearts and not to be recognized or praise.  May we always be thankful to you .Yes I admire those who suffer in silence and those unsung heroes in our communities.

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Darkness

8 Jul

 

It hit me like a ton of bricks.  I can’t stand to get out of bed in the morning.  If only I could wake up full of energy, happy to start another day.  I pray that it will leave.  It’s like a demon from hell that wants to hold me down and does.

Sometimes the darkness leaves and I am happy and bubbly but afraid knowing it will come back  Is it that I am afraid to be.happy that I think I have to suffer?  I know it’s not so because God wants us to be happy .  I just don[t know how to stop these guilt filled thoughts and the hate which these thoughts are but they are not me.