Archive | May, 2016

You’re Not Looking

25 May

There’s a land that has flowers in the yards and well kept lawns.  Church bells ring with gratitude and blessings for the life the people may have.  There are blue birds and red birds in the yards of these people.  God sends the beauty to them and they appreciate them.

There is plenty of food.  You pass one street with lots of fast food places  Some of the people don’t stop there.  They go to grocery stores where there is plenty of fresh fruit and vegetables..

Just  join them and embrace them and the lifestyles    You will share in the blessings and the lifestyle.

 

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What I Am Doing Now

4 May

I am in a place where I am fighting depression, I have been for a long time.  I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer in 2014.  I had two surgeries to remove the lump and any cancer in the cells.

I try to watch my diet and lose weight, get exercise and practice the tools.  These are some of the tools.  There are other health issues that I fight, my blood sugar going up is one.  I had to give up the sweets to get it down and stay down or I will become diabetic also watch the cholesterol.  I have regular checkups with my Doctor.

I had a mammogram recently and haven’t got the results yet.  I am frightened that it may have come back.  I hate to go through the treatment.

Radiation left me with almost chronic fatigue.  I couldn’t do very much housework or other things after the surgery.  Even now I have days when I feel like I can hardly get out of bed but I know I can’t  give up but I know I have to keep going.  I can’t give in to that state of being.  I have to self talk and know I can fight it.  It’s beautiful when I accomplish a project or housework;

Well that’s all for now.  Maybe later I will share with you the tools I practice.